it's not a lie...

salam to all. how's your Ramadhan going? i hope no one is 'uzur' n unable to perform his fast during this month full of bless. now dat im here, i wish to share something with u guys, I'm dying. yup, i am but don't start guessing dat i have a cancer, leukimia or any other popular i should say fatal illness. i'm dying n it's not a lie coz for every second passed i'm a second nearer to my last breath. we are kept away from knowing the time of our death, but it is certain

why am i writing this kind of entry? i asked myself the same question too. i'm a planner n a strategist on top of dat. but we must acknowledge dat His planning is superior n the best of all planning. recently i had a downfall which made years of my time wasted [from time point of view] in executing my plans. n after dat, i was thinking to look for a wisdom behind the occurance. judging the time spent went into waste is not really true for i gained more than any normal person would. if falling is necessary for me, then i'll play along. we just need to do what we think is right/permissible, based on our life's principle [what is your principle of life?] and get yourself benefited to the max in His plans

since this life we are living right now also know as the sowing ground, i tried to do the things dat are necessary for me to be able to harvest the crop in the next life. that being said, isn't it sounded like "i'm living to die" but then again i can also day that "i'm dying to live" coz the thought of dying makes me want to live my life to the fullest, with the stands as guides

most people choose not to talk about death, most of them. as if they are denying or refuse to acknowledge its existence. their immature thoughts despite being an adult assume dat they'll die old in their 60's or 70's. now, if death is uncertain, how can u make that kind of assumption? lots of people have died over something so small or rather simple; slight fever, cough, falling downstairs, died out of excitement [this could be embarassing]..what if you die if your early 30's or 40's or maybe earlier than dat? are you prepared? what about your family? especially your wife and children. if u don't have them now, you will in the near future. have u perpare them for losing you to the next world? He said in His holy book, Quran that more or less in the meaning "leave our wife n children with wealth for it is better than leaving them with having them to ask for others" have you prepare at least that? i don't know about you but i know that i haven't. so, what is your plan now?